Freaking out about cavities

So, I have been working pretty hard to keep the girls from getting cavities, right. Well, Aaron mentions to me the other night that they have cavities, and I saw them as well. NOT COOL! I was so upset and discouraged. I don't think I would be near this upset if we had had dental insurance. We are going to be paying on this years dental work for another eight months, and now add to that. I don't think we will ever get caught up. I am just so overwhelmed.

And now, that they put us on a fluoride regimen with ACT rinse for the girls every night, we are still having issues. Well, we have been doing this now since spring, before Belles two front teeth came in. And guess what?! Her teeth came in all bumpy. Like her teeth had a bad case of acne that left pock marks. What the Heck! How did that happen. I am barely able to breath I am so upset! These are her permanent teeth. HELLO! Am I the worst mother in the whole world? I don't even know what it is I did wrong to ruin my babies permanent front teeth. I am going to get an ulcer over this one.

I love Fall

I think Fall has to be my favorite time of year. I love the weather, for the most part, I love the colors and the smells, and the decorations, and everything. There have been a few years where the fall has just slide away with out me noticing it. But this year I have been so excited to decorate and get the smells of baking in my house and I have just enjoyed the cool mornings and evenings with the warm days. I love it. The only thing that is wrong is that I wish I were spending more time outside. I feel like my days are wasted because I am not outside enjoying this.

The whole damper on my Fall, and decorating, and enjoying the outside is that there is just not enough time or energy left over for me to get my yard and house cleaned up and looking great and organized, and it is slightly disheartening. No matter how much I feel I accomplished it is still never enough for the house to be passable enough for me to have people over and feel comfortable with it. But, I can't just stop living because of this huge set back, I need to figure out a way to keep going with out getting depressed about it.

I love the Fall and that is all there is to it!!

Back online

OK, so I may actually be back online. My computer has been so bogged down, that I haven't been able to load most web sites. And the ones that will load take so much time, I get nothing done. Well, if it is working now, I need to go back and do most of the summer blogging. Well, bear with me, I hope to get it done soon.

Gabriella's 4th Birthday

Ella's Birthday was fun and successfull!

So for some reason I am unable to upload pictures to my blog. This has been a problem for a little bit, and I am starting to really get annoyed. I have all these posts of this summer that I need to do, and I am stuck unable to post all my pics. I am so done with this computer, it is so messed up, thanks superior computers:(

Getting all her teeth at the same time

Here she is, happy, but I tell you what. How painful would it be to have all your front 8 teeth coming in at about the same time. The poor thing has at least the first seven of them and she is only 13 months old. She is so fun, though, and tiny. She is only about the 17th percentile of height for her age, and because she has so much hair and so many teeth, she looks like a doll because she is so little. I love to snuggle her. She is so light and small. What a precious addition to our family.

This is the picture of before the teeth all grew in. I think she does have two on the bottom in this though.

Ahhhhhhhh, so behind, so behind. I am working on it I promise!